Men Without Eyes Multiply Like Flies

Another weekend is stalking me.  I worked nights all this week.  I’m not really complaining, I kind of like the schedule.  Not really the hours so much, but the shake up.  I like being forced to stay up and do things I wouldn’t ordinarily do.  I often put myself into situations where I know I will be forced into certain scenarios that will fuck with me in different ways.  More than just the philosophical mumbo-jumbo though, I just like the... Read More

American Psycho [Cho Seung-hui & the crisis of young men in a feminised society]

Just before 5am on Monday, April 16, Cho Seung-hui got out of bed and walked to his computer. Perhaps he fiddled with his rambling 1,800-word self-portrait of a killer as the insults and grievances that he had been nursing for years coursed through his head. High on his list were his classmates from Westfield high school, who jeered at him to “go back to China” without bothering to check his nationality. Two of them — who happened to attend... Read More

Cho in the Rye

Massacre at Virginia Tech? Well I remember hearing all kinds of things about Charles Whitman throughout my life.  I suppose that his actions bear the most direct relation to this incident.  There is almost this romantic view that history can drape over events of mortal terror. To be completely honest I thought that even though the mass killings of the dudes at Columbine HS were pretty gruesome and crappy, I had to at least grant that probably many... Read More

Spear me down, Heaven

When the time came I did it. I had to. You had a hundred billion chances and ways to have avoided today. But you decided to spill my blood. You forced me into a corner and gave me only one option. The decision was yours. Now you have blood on your hands that will never wash off. Jesus loved crucifying me. You loved inducing cancer in my head and terrorizing my heart and ripping my soul all this time. I didn’t have to do this. I could have left.... Read More

Dingo

Peter “Dingo” G. (i’m leaving his full name out so his family may remain anonymous) While this site is the first place to call bullshit when it sees it, it also will be the first to praise a good brother. This little page is a no-shit tribute to a good friend and teammate Peter “Dingo” Goodfellow. Dingo was an extremely motivated, intelligent, locked-on, operator. He was extremely dedicated to being organized and squared... Read More