Headline, Thoughtcrime
Robot Monster
[October 1, 2010]I shuffle up the stairs to my condo. Another long day into a late night. I’ve been working nights for a month now. My face feels hot and itchy. My body aches. I feel constantly nauseated. My eyes weep with exhaustion. I’ve been using energy drinks to keep going, two, then three a day. Just [...]
Nadaam, Nietzsche, New World Order
[August 28, 2010]I escaped Siberia, a spoiled wilderness enslaved by a desperate and defeated people. There must be scenic solitude somewhere on this earth, sought refuge in Mongolia, no dice. Ulaan Bataar is a bustling shit town, dirtier than it appears. The Mongolians, I call them Mongoloids simply because I’m an irreverent fuck, seem a friendly and [...]
After the Fall
[August 5, 2010]We fly out of Alaska in the complaint addled escape from slightly rainy weather. My clients want sunlight, they want clear skies, and hopefully their disquiet mixes with jet exhaust and is left far behind. On the flight, an attempted molestation turns into a malediction of malice. I am forced to pretend I am asleep [...]
Writhing In My Insect Fear
[May 31, 2010]I don’t like how sometimes you can see light through your fingers. It reminds me how thin humans are. My soul has felt pretty thin lately. Aside from that there have been a rash of people that have tried to find me, search me out. Let me pose this warning to all would be glory [...]
Men Without Eyes Multiply Like Flies
[May 23, 2010]Another weekend is stalking me. I worked nights all this week. I’m not really complaining, I kind of like the schedule. Not really the hours so much, but the shake up. I like being forced to stay up and do things I wouldn’t ordinarily do. I often put myself into situations where I know I [...]
The Harvesting Effect
[August 30, 2009]- In loving memory of Eric S. – “The cosmic vacuum of the desert was a perfect place to program young minds.” – Charles Manson Saturday. As day turned into evening I was battling back the hangover with more alcohol. Too exhausted to even leave the couch, my X-Box fried beyond repair, I was watching [...]
Kulturkampf (North Park is Dead)
[August 17, 2009]My X-Box 360 got a red ring of death last night. I found a gray hair this morning while applying my Rogaine… and North Park is dead! It was a strange day. I woke up hungover. My brain felt like it was wrapped in gauze, working its way through a slow burn. My head felt [...]
Quantum Gallery
[August 2, 2009]“Reality is non-local.” Not only do the elementary particles that make up the things we see around us not exist until they are observed, but they are not, at the most essential level, even identifiably separable from other such particles arbitrarily far away. Under the 15 Freeway next to Qualcomm stadium exists a hidden cache [...]
Saturation Point
[July 15, 2009]A target was identified, my hunger was awakened, and a mission was launched. Atop Mt. Laguna in eastern San Diego lies the decaying corpse of a military base known as a DEW Point. Using the internet I compiled my research of the site. Overhead imagery, a crude hand-drawn map of the base facilities, as well [...]
Atlas Shrugged
[June 15, 2009]Horns honk intermittently while the sound of engines revving and brakes whining fills in every last gap of silence. There is no silence in the city. There is no silence in modern life. The smell of exhaust is overpowering, the sickly toxic bonding of carbon monoxide with my blood – the human body craves the [...]
