Delirium Tremens
Im back, fucking finally!!!! back in the USA, gotta love that. Despite a really strange and violent night of drunkenness and debauchery in Amman Noah and I somehow (we are so lucky) made it back to our hotel and even made our flight on time.
The funny thing is that I can’t seem to put all the pieces together. I know my brain is still chemically unbalanced from all the drug induced sleep and drinking and valium and the oxygen they pumped into the flights for the last 18 or so hours but it feels like theres something more. I’m not breaking into some stupid mystery or grand conspiracy but things just don’t seem to fit. I can’t really explain it. I read this book a long time ago. The title was Thanatos Syndrome (the title of thanatos which is the greek god of death is what attracted me to the book). ANyway the book is about this doctor who works in this small town and he sees all these people and their problems. Then he goes away for like ten years and comes back and the shy girl is like totally provocative, the dumb guy is totally smart, you get the idea.. people were completely changed to opposite extremes. The people in the town didn’t notice any difference, everybody thought everything was just fine except this doctor. The story then blabs on about how he discovered that the only change was that the towns water was now flouridated (you know they put flouride in the water for peoples teeth or some shit). Anyway, i feel like that fucking doctor. everyone is here doing their shit and i feel like im in a god damned dream world. i hear their words and interact with them no problem but i know everyone thinkgs im spacing out.. this place is so fucking surreal. so fucking dreamlike. and not good. not a nightmare but just not a good dream. i cant put my finger on it. i feel totally out of place.
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